Sometimes, it just takes time and a few missed shots to figure out what exactly yarn needs to become. And these poor skeins have been through their fair share. But they are being good sports (although, technically, they are fingering weight. Har. Har. Har.)
I originally intended for this trio to become an intarsia-striped wrap, but the physical item wasn’t quite materializing the way I had originally intended. There were little details I just couldn’t quite wrangle to fully reproduce the wrap as I had intended. So it sadly got frogged and set aside until I could work out the kinks in the design.
But the poor balled up skeins kept calling to me from my “yarn warzone” pile of items that shall someday, somehow be finished. So I picked them back up intending to go at it with a slightly different idea. This time using short rows are large lace panels to produce the asymmetry. And yet again, the little things just weren’t right. Sometimes, things just look better as an abstract thought than as an actual physical object. And it can be so infuriating when you hit a wall where your technical ability limits your capability to actually transform your concept to an item. I suppose it comes with the territory of trying to design your own patterns. But that doesn’t make it much less frustrating. Perhaps acknowledging my limitations is the first step towards working to correct them, but it sure doesn’t seem to make my poor pile of “you’ll figure this out… someday” items/ideas/hopes/dreams decline at any substantial rate.
So, here’s to hoping the third time is the charm. It may not be entirely what I intended, but I think working through the process has actually forced me to better define my exact desire sfor the item. I wanted smooshy, mindless garter stitch. I wanted a bold pop of contrast color. I wanted asymmetry. I
hope and pray think I’ve finally worked out a way to get (most of) what I want and still feel satisfied with the design process rather than feeling confined by it.
And I really, down in my bones, just needed a comforting knit to come home to at the end of the day. And this is really hitting the spot right now. It feels… right.