Now, more than ever, I have to work hard to make time for the things that make me happy and help me relieve stress (because those two things are not descriptors I would use in the context of the thesis writing process). I am a strong believer in establishing a balance in life between work and hobbies, especially because sometimes, graduate school can feel like a giant contest to see who spends the most late nights/weekends in the lab. (On that topic, I had an actual conversation with a fellow Ph.D. student who said to me, “Who has time to go to the movies in graduate school? I honestly cannot remember the last time I saw a movie in the theater.” when I mentioned that it was something I enjoy doing in my spare time. No one was impressed.) Throughout school, I’ve found that it takes little effort to complete my work and still enjoy my free time on the nights and weekends if I just put the effort into keeping myself organized and plan ahead.
Lately, my knitting has also been a balancing act between a deadline project and a new design inspired by spring, which has finally arrived here in Toronto. For this design, I’m flying by the seat of my pants much more than I generally do when I create a pattern, just happily chugging along and making decisions on the fly just by how I’m feeling at that time. It’s a liberating feeling to just go with the flow, follow my gut, and not feel obligated to stick to a specific outlined plan. I’m knitting the sample in a couple of skeins of Ancient Arts 3-ply fingering. I used Ancient Arts yarn for the first time earlier this year for a design sample that will be released at the end of this year, and I immediately loved it. It has quickly become one of my favorite brands of hand-dyed yarn, and I love that they are a Canadian company, so I can support a Canadian business. I definitely look forward to my knitting breaks working with this lovely yarn. And I keep telling myself that soon, all this hard work will pay off, the thesis will be finished and submitted, and the next exciting adventure in life will be awaiting me. But until then, a nice glass of wine and a bit of knitting helps keep the anxiety at a manageable level.